From a distance, your iCal looks like a good time. Calm cubes of koolaid arranged in a grid, reminding you how to spend your time. Some cubes of activity repeat themselves, building routine. What I can't see from here is the stress holding your cubes together. Or which cubes you dread. Which ones excite you?
The academic calendar no longer governs my schedule. I feel abandoned but liberated, connecting the dots that spring up along the way. This is my new schedule; for now it's mostly color– and shape–based.